Wednesday, November 24, 2010


Salam, fiuh!! Today I felt good after some of questions ukande ita (floating) in my mind being answered... It was about Jemaah.. Yeah! Jemaah is so DAIJI (important) but it's so complicated if you don't know the foundation.. As I've been participating in this mission as well, I have a great feeling about Jemaah, the group that leads you to His blessing.. by the way, talking about Jemaah would scatter your thought into not only several but million angles of thinking.. and as well as to me, I also being asked with some questions that made me thinking twice.. Did I really FOLLOW? or Did I really PUT MYSELF IN?

Till one day, there was one of my frens said to me... The existence of Jemaah is one of the symbol of disunity of Islam.. The Prophet Muhammad had revealed in his Hadith about disunity of Muslim for they are categorized into more than 70 groups and the sunni is the only accepted by The AlMighty... and what will you respond when the jemaah that u're following being critisized as OUT of Sunni? are going to blame them or shirabemasu(check out) the truth of their critisizm? If it's true we can create a new Jemaah if there's unsatisfactory with the present Jemmah, are we really in the straight path? In other words are they really inappropriate jemaah.. answering this question would make u guys fening kepala, as if you dont really know the basic as well, there will be an easy way to do migration.. from one to another jemaah.. besides getting tired, it also would make ur goal towards using Jemaah as a medium melts into nothing..

إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ يُحِبُّ ٱلَّذِينَ يُقَـٰتِلُونَ فِى سَبِيلِهِۦ صَفًّ۬ا كَأَنَّهُم بُنۡيَـٰنٌ۬ مَّرۡصُوصٌ۬ 

Truly Allah loves those who fight in His cause in battle array, as if they were a solid cemented structure...

By looking and understanding this verse I'm immaculately believe that Jemaah or being in Jemaah is none other than a GIMU(compulsory) to all the muslim as well mu'min that believe in God and hereafter...  Looking back at the structure which was created by the Prophet Muhammad with Allah's guidance, there a must to say Jemaah is important... Jemaah which follows Islam's frame is to be followed somehow... starting the tarbiyyah system till how to carry on political matters.. are all included on how Islam views them...

يَـٰٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ ٱدۡخُلُواْ فِى ٱلسِّلۡمِ ڪَآفَّةً۬ وَلَا تَتَّبِعُواْ خُطُوَٲتِ ٱلشَّيۡطَـٰنِ‌ۚ إِنَّهُ ۥ لَڪُمۡ عَدُوٌّ۬ مُّبِينٌ۬
so as to implement this, Jemaah also needs to be under this word.. the Jemaah with complete views.. SYUMUL.. Jemaah that follows how Rasullah brought to us.. with all the complete set of human life, human rights, human needs and as well as the relationship of Human to the creator... That was what I understood from the setsumei (explanation) from Abg Syimi.. thx, walaupun ade exam sempat jugak luangkan mase utk terangkan kat ana.. thx abg syimi...!!!

usrah tunjang tarbiyyah

Sunday, November 21, 2010

ku sangkakan redup sampai malam, tiba2 dah cerah smula

assalamualaikum's been one year I left this blogging thingy.. so nostalgic... he3.. anyway, Ive completed my final exam, EJU (enter japanese universities) which was so eerie to be captured in mind... in other word, leaving all the assignment n leaving all the "burning-the-midnight-oil session" hu3.. And I'd like to continue blogging as well..

 by the way, I would like to emphasize my gratitude the Almighty One Allah for giving me this opportunity to pursue my study to Japan .. It was a hard thing if I try to memorize all the difficulties in achieving this goal till I'm here now.. Now I wanna share how my path brought me here... First, I went to the JPA interview holding in my heart thousand of YUME( dreams) and I think I did well during the interview.. I think I answered all the questions being asked smoothly and confidently... there is one hope shining in the angle of my mind.."U're gonna make it" But as the lyric goes "ku sangkakan panas berpanjangan rupanya gerimis mengundang... cewah" .As The further-study-to-Japan students must attend their courses earlier than other students, the result came out about a week just after the interview... Unfortunately, I didnt pass the interview.. that we call fate and destiny.. It was so gakkari(Sad) and I just put the next hope to USA and it was so girigiri(close) that I go to USA... I got the Bank Negara scholarship to USA in finance and at the same time JPA offered me engineering course to USA... wow!! I couldn't really imagine of these matters, so complicated but believe in God.. He has something to show u... BUT, I didnt let my first kibou(hope) down and my last target was YAYASAN TERENGGANU... I found in the internet about the scholarship and I discovered one thing that people did put it on granted... which was the list of countries you can go if u pass the interview... starting from USA till europe ... u can choose anywhere u want... And my eyes staring at the word JAPAN.. YATTO (finally)! Ah, I need to get it somehow... so I applied for the scholarship and waited till the date coming... Then the interview went on... (IQ test, essays and interview) Alhamdulillah I passed for the tests and was included in scholarholder with other 9 persons... I was so shocked that all of the scholars are into European countries and they have themselves in KYUEM now.. except for me... I need to find my own way and after that the life BEGINS.........................

As the scholarship result was targeted for A-Level students(specifically for EUROPE), my course needed to be extended for about one year.. I tried to contacted some of the agents and they suggest me going Japan directly... Yayasan Terengganu willingly to do so.. but after some discussion with parents.. I need to think about time taken, costs for 7 years and many more... so, I decided to study in Malaysia ... My first college was in Subang ICLS intercultural language school and I studied there for 2 months to have some basics.. after that, zutto(a long time) rested till the next year.. time passing by and my heart wanted to start studying... !!!

And the day came to its promise... still got some problems I cant join the JPA students so I need to take one-year course and I couldnt stay with em... so by that time I stayed at one apartment alone(waa kaya ku rasa) just 5-minute walking to IBT and 10-minute walking to MIDVALLEY.. hahhah... I stayed there for 3 months before all the students needed to move to Taman Desa, the place where JPA students and ME staying togther... hu3, At that point I knew many of em and they did good deeds to me as well... teaching me all my way to exam n to the frenship.. he3 thx guys... for accepting me as one part of ur member (walaupun ade sabetsu, hahaha)

then till the end of my journey which was EJU... anyway, Ive got the offer to Teikyou University in Toukyou and after this let's mezashi for public university ( fukushima, touhoku chihou....kouchi, shikoku chihou and nagasaki, kyuushuu chihou) hope there's a shinning light !!!! ganbare!!

usrah tunjang tarbiyyah

watashi no sukina uta