MY REAL LIFE BEGINS

Assalamualaikum... I'm now in KLIA.. just having my branch near the international departure hall.. and am immaculately boring waiting for my parents' flight at 4.15pm.. nothing much to do.. just writing this blog.. from now on, I've to prepare myself for a new life without mum, dad, n others... what only I have is ISLAM.. anyway, just now, my uncle had paid me a call ; telling me good luck and jangan tinggal solat.. I'm so excited to hear those voices coz having urself in non-muslim country will get u prepared to all God-knows-for-what thingy.. How's ur faith? culture and ur relationship to God... last night was my last solat berjemaah with mum n dad.. during our second rakaat, I dont know why, I stopped reciting the al-fatihah coz my tears kept coming down... and I couldn't stand it... after finishing al fatihah I just recited Al-ikhlas for the next surah... I don't know why... I'm so scared who I would turn into... how would be my faith there and many things... I hope God will enlighten me to the very-path... nobody will advise u except u remember God.. it's not just a small matter coz I've seen with my own eyes there are many students from sekolah agama who turn into nothing... they look like they own no religion... drinking, clubbing and many things.. I hope God will strengthen my feet on His way... anyway, thx to CG RAINA n CHE WAN for coming to KT airport, CG AZIAH though we couldn't see one another's eyes.. I'm so glad to be born from sekolah agama.. at least I've the foundation... owh yeah! when I arrive Japan.. ONIYAMA (mum's friend) will fetch me up.. and I would stay for about one night! then directly go to hachiouji where I stay before having my own... still broing; seeing many people walking around ... my flight's gonna be at 11.30pm... so lmbat lagi laaa... Hope to see all jpa students today n youshimi would come to KLIA... nah nothing much to say; wanna layan fesbuk plak... thx for reading ... I'll keep u guys informed about me next time k? catch u guys later.. wasalam



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NEW BLOG!!

salam.. hey guys.. just wanna recommend to u guys my new blog.. As there's a new wave happening in my school, we would love to give u guys some exposures on economics.. u know what, many students especially from my former secondary school are so shocked towards our choice of choosing econs inspite of sciences field(engineering and medics) as we were from pure science field.. I've decided to go on this way coz I've seen new vision n mission in economic itself.. struggling for 5years for sciences and eventually u digress, hahha.. what people would voice out? anyway., it's been a normal thing for most of people to change their courses.. anyway, no need to cakap banyak.. just click on the link... (we've just started it, so the design might be so boring, i guess..) wasalam


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I've never been so satisfied...

Salam... nah, a long day!!!! a long hour!!!! a long second!!! tik tok tik tok... it won't give me any single pleasure.. Last Thursday, after a very long period.. I received a call from Kimura-sensei ; soliciting me to go to IBT for the last process of VISA(can it really be a "last" or just a beginning. not sure).. anyway,
after receiving that COE(certificate of eligibility) then only I can complete all the processes... My flight's gonna be on Friday so as to give satisfactory to all the members.. Mum, dad, eeaa n yaya are going to follow me on flight from kt to klia.. so need to consider for their studies too.. so I choose to have the journey on Friday.. However, it comes new mondai(problem)..  Marcus, my friend who's gonna further to Teikyo University had decided to take his senpai's offer; living with him together for 6-month time.. AND I wud be free(jgn marah).. no lah just to say.. need to be so independent inspite of having friend to help me beside.. and by that time I wud live in my foster Japanese family in hachouji,tokyo.. just near the university.. what a relief!! no need to waste my time using the train.. hahah.. anyway, hope to be there till I graduate, but I spell a N.A.M.A.K.E for me.. hmm, anyway need to be independent n not to rely on anyone else.. I've prepared all stuffs.. and you should ask me what r they.. of course FOOD man! hahah 3/4 of a big knapsack is MAGGIE, CEREALS, ANLENE n blabla.. n one box of food.. should they charge me for smuggling, hahhaa... having the first day in Japan : that family will fetch me up at the Narita Airport and directly they'll bring me to their house.. making friends with many Japanese sometimes leading u to headache.. why not, 4 families want to fetch me up.. from OOITA, n TOKYO(3families from different areas).. but I choose to ease my dwelling process.. the shorter the distance from school the better... and I choose to be in hachouji itself.. just a walking distance from my university.. no more train's tickets, no more sweat(Rexona advertisement) and the most important thing is I wanna to live with a japanese family... it should be ok, right? anyway, InsyaAllah , I've planned many things to do : baito(part time job), travelling, saving money, USRAH n the most important thing is to be succeed in study.. anyway, hopefully God wil enlighten me to the way... pray for ya guys!! - catch u guys later in next post-

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SORRY TO HEAR UR CONDITION MY DEAR!!

Assalamualaikum... Alhamdulillah after one-year period, I've completed my studies at Institut Bahasa Teikyo..  What a freaking clumsy experience! Anyway, it's nothing much.. just need to go on the flow.. My departure to Japan should be on march 22nd.. Unfortunately, Tsunami has covered all the places in Japan's northern part.. I was so sorry to hear such tragic incident anyway... the worst was at Sendai (miyagi ken).. My former class teacher was Sugimoto sensei, a.k.a Onimoto sensei! She came from sendai.. and all the family were there..  Luckily, all saved. It must be very hard to her as her father has undergone a very painful sickness.. She went home for the sake of her family.. Simultaneously, our departure to Japan should be this area of time.. I'm still waiting for the CEO, certificate of eligibility letter from my university; giving green light to stay in Japan for some years... without that letter I can't do my visa.. many friends started asking... "hey! r u really going?", "ur ticket will be postponed to?" and what so on.. I've no choice rather than open my ticket and MATSU SHIKA NAI (just wait!!).. the earthquake hits all part of north Japan.. n some seniors are there , they were lack of water supply, electricity.. But I'm sure Japan will recover within 2-3 years out of this matter.. sorry to hear that my dear!!
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SHISHAMO...dont ask me why, i love it

Salam,


this post maybe drives a different topic.. he3... I've watched "Assassin", a story about samurai period... where in the story,it tells about power abuse by many upper level community, especially the samurai.. they killed as they wanted.. But that's not the point I wanna emphasize.. There was an old man also acted as one of the heros who ended this power abuse.. and he used to eat SHISHAMO... wow!! It was so unique and I couldnt imagine how he can eat such thing after just grilling it... starting from that time I brought that curious and tried having myself with that ryouri( food).. and I became muchuu(addicted) to this fish..my japanese friend said to me "アミル君はお祖父さんみたいよ”"amiru-kun wa ojiisan mitaiyo" "u looked like an old man"....but who cares?!!  fulled with tamago(eggs) inside, waters my mouth everytime I have it in front of my eyes.. owh no, this thingy waters my mouth... anyway, if you guys wanna try, please order SHISHAMO satu!!! he3

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ARIGATOU Abg Syimi

Salam, fiuh!! Today I felt good after some of questions ukande ita (floating) in my mind being answered... It was about Jemaah.. Yeah! Jemaah is so DAIJI (important) but it's so complicated if you don't know the foundation.. As I've been participating in this mission as well, I have a great feeling about Jemaah, the group that leads you to His blessing.. by the way, talking about Jemaah would scatter your thought into not only several but million angles of thinking.. and as well as to me, I also being asked with some questions that made me thinking twice.. Did I really FOLLOW? or Did I really PUT MYSELF IN?

Till one day, there was one of my frens said to me... The existence of Jemaah is one of the symbol of disunity of Islam.. The Prophet Muhammad had revealed in his Hadith about disunity of Muslim for they are categorized into more than 70 groups and the sunni is the only accepted by The AlMighty... and what will you respond when the jemaah that u're following being critisized as OUT of Sunni? are going to blame them or shirabemasu(check out) the truth of their critisizm? If it's true we can create a new Jemaah if there's unsatisfactory with the present Jemmah, are we really in the straight path? In other words are they really inappropriate jemaah.. answering this question would make u guys fening kepala, as if you dont really know the basic as well, there will be an easy way to do migration.. from one to another jemaah.. besides getting tired, it also would make ur goal towards using Jemaah as a medium melts into nothing..


إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ يُحِبُّ ٱلَّذِينَ يُقَـٰتِلُونَ فِى سَبِيلِهِۦ صَفًّ۬ا كَأَنَّهُم بُنۡيَـٰنٌ۬ مَّرۡصُوصٌ۬ 

Truly Allah loves those who fight in His cause in battle array, as if they were a solid cemented structure...

By looking and understanding this verse I'm immaculately believe that Jemaah or being in Jemaah is none other than a GIMU(compulsory) to all the muslim as well mu'min that believe in God and hereafter...  Looking back at the structure which was created by the Prophet Muhammad with Allah's guidance, there a must to say Jemaah is important... Jemaah which follows Islam's frame is to be followed somehow... starting the tarbiyyah system till how to carry on political matters.. are all included on how Islam views them...

يَـٰٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ ٱدۡخُلُواْ فِى ٱلسِّلۡمِ ڪَآفَّةً۬ وَلَا تَتَّبِعُواْ خُطُوَٲتِ ٱلشَّيۡطَـٰنِ‌ۚ إِنَّهُ ۥ لَڪُمۡ عَدُوٌّ۬ مُّبِينٌ۬
so as to implement this, Jemaah also needs to be under this word.. the Jemaah with complete views.. SYUMUL.. Jemaah that follows how Rasullah brought to us.. with all the complete set of human life, human rights, human needs and as well as the relationship of Human to the creator... That was what I understood from the setsumei (explanation) from Abg Syimi.. thx, walaupun ade exam sempat jugak luangkan mase utk terangkan kat ana.. thx abg syimi...!!!

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ku sangkakan redup sampai malam, tiba2 dah cerah smula

assalamualaikum
waaa..it's been one year I left this blogging thingy.. so nostalgic... he3.. anyway, Ive completed my final exam, EJU (enter japanese universities) which was so eerie to be captured in mind... in other word, leaving all the assignment n leaving all the "burning-the-midnight-oil session" hu3.. And I'd like to continue blogging as well..

 by the way, I would like to emphasize my gratitude the Almighty One Allah for giving me this opportunity to pursue my study to Japan .. It was a hard thing if I try to memorize all the difficulties in achieving this goal till I'm here now.. Now I wanna share how my path brought me here... First, I went to the JPA interview holding in my heart thousand of YUME( dreams) and I think I did well during the interview.. I think I answered all the questions being asked smoothly and confidently... there is one hope shining in the angle of my mind.."U're gonna make it" But as the lyric goes "ku sangkakan panas berpanjangan rupanya gerimis mengundang... cewah" .As The further-study-to-Japan students must attend their courses earlier than other students, the result came out about a week just after the interview... Unfortunately, I didnt pass the interview.. that we call fate and destiny.. It was so gakkari(Sad) and I just put the next hope to USA and it was so girigiri(close) that I go to USA... I got the Bank Negara scholarship to USA in finance and at the same time JPA offered me engineering course to USA... wow!! I couldn't really imagine of these matters, so complicated but believe in God.. He has something to show u... BUT, I didnt let my first kibou(hope) down and my last target was YAYASAN TERENGGANU... I found in the internet about the scholarship and I discovered one thing that people did put it on granted... which was the list of countries you can go if u pass the interview... starting from USA till europe ... u can choose anywhere u want... And my eyes staring at the word JAPAN.. YATTO (finally)! Ah, I need to get it somehow... so I applied for the scholarship and waited till the date coming... Then the interview went on... (IQ test, essays and interview) Alhamdulillah I passed for the tests and was included in scholarholder with other 9 persons... I was so shocked that all of the scholars are into European countries and they have themselves in KYUEM now.. except for me... I need to find my own way and after that the life BEGINS.........................

As the scholarship result was targeted for A-Level students(specifically for EUROPE), my course needed to be extended for about one year.. I tried to contacted some of the agents and they suggest me going Japan directly... Yayasan Terengganu willingly to do so.. but after some discussion with parents.. I need to think about time taken, costs for 7 years and many more... so, I decided to study in Malaysia ... My first college was in Subang ICLS intercultural language school and I studied there for 2 months to have some basics.. after that, zutto(a long time) rested till the next year.. time passing by and my heart wanted to start studying... !!!

And the day came to its promise... still got some problems I cant join the JPA students so I need to take one-year course and I couldnt stay with em... so by that time I stayed at one apartment alone(waa kaya ku rasa) just 5-minute walking to IBT and 10-minute walking to MIDVALLEY.. hahhah... I stayed there for 3 months before all the students needed to move to Taman Desa, the place where JPA students and ME staying togther... hu3, At that point I knew many of em and they did good deeds to me as well... teaching me all my way to exam n to the frenship.. he3 thx guys... for accepting me as one part of ur member (walaupun ade sabetsu, hahaha)

then till the end of my journey which was EJU... anyway, Ive got the offer to Teikyou University in Toukyou and after this let's mezashi for public university ( fukushima, touhoku chihou....kouchi, shikoku chihou and nagasaki, kyuushuu chihou) hope there's a shinning light !!!! ganbare!!

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